Wise A*s, Dumb A*s

Well, just like to warn you guys: this upcoming post is a frustrated, freestyle and sponataneous post. Of course, I already know the answers to some of the questions i've posted. But I just want to ask for the sake of asking. I'm really just stressed out from all the things i've been doing, and I admit I HATE WHAT I DO EVERYDAY. Who'd be loving boring stuff such as environment and all those sh*zz when there's Facebook, Basketball, and DotA? Don't give me names, I already know. But I do know its not me. Anyways, here's my newest post. Enjoy or barf it up :P

Well, first of all, i'd just like to thank people who visit my site. I know I haven't been able to write here in the past couple of weeks, so my apologies. I'm sorry, I just got caught up in a wave of academic sh*t, and mind you, academic sh*t stinks. Well, the truth is, I could have posted something, anything, during the past couple of weeks. But I opted not to. Why? Because i'm very much reluctant to post half-as*ed posts, meaning, posts that I cannot fully put my heart into. Why can't I put all of my heart into posting? 'Coz i'm pre-occupied by so many academic sh*t that I dunno why the hell i'm being a slave of. I should just be wading off or jerking off somewhere, but here I am, doing lotsa paper works and research for things i'm not really interested. I'm wasting my youth trying to become an adult, and in the end, i'm becoming a frustrated chump. I got so many dreams. I want to become a Basketball player, pursue a career in DotA, and yet I always find myself stuck in a room with four corners, listening to worse-than-bedtime stories type of lectures day-by-day. Sometimes, I find myself asking this question: Why the heck are we researching about problems which we did not bring upon ourselves? I mean, issues about corruption, nature, environment, and all those sh*zz, aren't they brought upon by companies and other big conglomerates? True, some normal everyday life citizens are to blame, but a huge chunk of those problems are caused by those friggin' companies. So why the hell are we cutting their slack and doing all these problem solving work? 'Coz they pay us wages? Yeah, right, but aren't they the same jerks who cheat us off our money everyday? I mean, everything in this Earth is supposed to be ours, for free, yet they monopolize it. And in return, we got to pay for things that are supposedly free. Now, they caused this whole environmental global warming mess, and we still got to clean their spill? You know what's worse? I'm only a student, and yet I got to research about this whole b*llshit. I don't get paid, and I don't like what I do. So what should I do? Profs would always say, you need to play a part in the society, blah blah. Yeah, I'll play a part alright, but not as an environmentalist or some bull. I want to play the role of a Basketball Player, a DotA gamer, not some activist bull. I mean, no offense to those who are environmentalists and activists. What you do is a noble job, its just that I cannot understand and I refuse to understand why the hell is that the role I have to play in this society. I'm 19, turning to 20, and I already have the burden of the whole world. You might say, that's easy for me to say, 'coz my stomach is filled and my life is abundant. Yeah, but one thing I never did was to steal, I never got what I have by taking it at the expense of others. Talk about swindlers, corruptors and the corrupted, snatchers and hold-uppers. Sucks to be me. I live a honest and almost righteous life yet I live like I have sinned the whole world, as I live everyday of my life looking for the answer to redemption and salvation. Sucks to be me. :P

Our prof once said in our class that checking our test and assignment papers aren't counted in their salary. I don't hate our prof, in fact, I feel mutual. He's a nice guy, made us do a lot of stuff and work, but I believe its still to the point that its reasonable. Anyways, I pondered about that statement, and I thought of something. In relation to that point, I'd also say that: How about us? Reviewing for exams and making our assignments doesn't also count in our school hours, doesn't it? So I came up with a conclusion: remove the friggin' tests and assignments. The hell, why do we need to work overtime?! Just friggin' remove it and our lives would be friggin' easier.

Years ago, heroes fought for the independence of our motherland. They hoped that their descendants would live a happy and prosperous life away from the influences of foreign lands. Years later, I believe everything stays the same. Why? Look at where we are now. We are nothing but dogs of developed nations. Look at USA, the hell we work to solve the problem that they caused us, and you know what? A lot of people have found a way to delay global warming, and that is by the Kyoto Protocol wherein Carbon Emissions and all those other shi*z are discussed and found a way to be reduced. But what does the US do, reject the membership! Cool! Here we are, saying the solution to the problem, and the f*ck they don't cooperate! Why? 'Coz their afraid that other countries will get ahead of them, their economy will drop, people will get laid off, etc. etc. THE HELL DO I CARE! Its not our problem in the first place! The hell, and where does the majority of the load go? No where but to us, the developing countries! Isn't it ironic? It is our country that was torn and robbed in the World War. It is our country which had its pride stripped, torn, taken away, and stepped upon. It is our country whose women were enslaved and raped. And yet here we are once again, serving our masters and licking their d*cks, all the while while rock and rap stars wad their money off o' ho*s. All the while while celebs play with their Playboy bunnies. WTF! The hell do I care about your country getting poor when ours couldn't possibly get any poorer! The hell do I care about your workers getting laid off when our workers can't even have something to bite on! In the end, the situation remains the same. The cancer is still alive, worse than ever.

Well, I dunno if this idea was already expressed by other people before. What I do know is that it all came from my mind. Like I said, I was just being spontaneous, my stock knowledge just popped out. The hell, this is my blog, and I don't need no citations. Plato, Socrates, and Aristotle didn't need to cite any sources, did they? I also find it strange, WTF do I need to cite sources in my papers? F*ck them restricting my creativity. Tss. Does it mean i'm stupid so I need to cite my sources? Sucks to be me, then. Hahaha! I won't cite no sources, you cite yourselves if you want it to, ala Facebook. I don't need to "tag" you, just friggin' "tag" yourselves. Haha! :P

Well, I guess that ends my post. Haha! But wait, just to clarify some things:

1) I never said that my points are the absolute truths. For one, I know for a fact that a lot of them have flaws. I'm too lazy to present it in a formal and intellectual manner. Besides, I always welcome constructive criticisms. So just correct me if you must haha!

2) It just reflects my feelings. I can never write about something without strong feelings for it. I know its not justified, maybe even wrong. But I do not care. Just read it and comment.

3) I'm really frustrated with what I do everyday. I'm a young boy, and I need to act all mature. I really want to be able to play more. True, I could just ignore all these issues. But then again, I hate being brought up in a Catholic manner. Here I am, need to act like I am good bred, I need to feel compassionate towards my fellowmen, and all those stuff. It always gets to me, because no matter what I do, i'd always accepted the fact that all I can play is the role of the nice guy. In the end, I just want to become the hero. Very naive, I know. But very rare in this current society of ours, and I guess, that's all I need.

Have fun to everyone and have a nice day! ^_^